that is the way love acts..
every day u feel new emotions under ur deep heart .. trying to develop new ways to get to ur lover.. for long time, i've seen love as a very crucial aspect, it hurts the heart as a knife stuck in it, it wounds the skin as a fire eats timber, it attack the brain as a virus bloody hungry, it goes very deeeply to the inside of the body, it makes every cell of ur body to chill, imagine that the millions of ur cells are moving, chilling, imagine every little cell of ur body breaths, moves, and feels ..then try to guess how hard would it be when u know that u got millions of these cells,, that is the way love acts...it makes u to think all the time.. when the day of getting with the lover would be,,and how would u see ur lover that day, how would u react with her, what would be ur first word to her, am i urs forever? am i the right one for u ? is my life being sacrificed for u ??..lots of things love can creats..imagine that u r between ur lover arms,.,, how would u treat her, how would u show her ur faithfulness , how would u whisper to her ears,,and what would u tell her.. just try to imagine it..great moment would be .. never will be again in ur life.. u want it to be repeated always,., but the portion will never give u the chance to make it again..so u have to profiteer that day as ur most wonderful day.. but wait ..imagine that infidelity occured ???? how would it be for u !! imagine that she played behind u .. for sure it would be the most harmfull day in ur life.. u would wish u never met her or talked to her or wasted ur time with her!!>. u would feel as someone is knocking ur head with a big hammer while u r trying to lie back on ur bed..never taste sleeping after that relaxingly ..u will feel as some one is pushing an arrow or sword inside ur wounded heart..it is being already wounded and now more wounds are getting in.. then think how would the subsequences are gonna be like.. think if u r gonna stand the life any more.. think if u r gonna sustain any new love,.,.. and how long would it take u to get back to ur normal life.,. try to foresee the long period of time it takes u to find a new lover.. for some people that is inevitable action.. there might not be another lover.. think about all the days, money, actions, steps. etc u spent planning for her!!... then u will see why love is sooooo hurting sometimes..

man...that was realy something!...keep them comming!

wo it's really very good, & it just appear how faith you are & it convert your personality to us .. please keep on.

hi guy and guyah ..

tanx ...
that is how i feel about it .. i did write alot about the way love gets inside me !!.. i feel it always .. but still no one could be for sure in the mind..:P!
next time expect something more !

great & we are waiting.. go a head..

but imagine that this infidelty didn't happen and never would happen .. imagine that u have passed the real test with her and that you are now definately ensured yourself that you got the right one you deserve...then let's see how life would be with her..ohh .. staying on the sofa together, discussing too many things.. she wants kids.. but he wants to wait more.. he wants to enjoy life with her before the time of kids come..he wants to go out with her .. holding her hand, and looking at her eyes as stars on the sky, trying to imagine himself without her...he wants the whole world to know that he got the most beautiful lady on the earth,..he wants walls, houses, mountains, trees to pray for his wife and ask her if she wants any help from them, though walls can't feel or breath, but when they see her , they got a speacial deep emotional feeling which let them to say something, which let them to pray for this woman and move away from her way...he wants to buy her everything she wants, if he can't get it.. then he would sacrifice his life to get her whatever she wants, just don't let her be upset even for a second ..makes her to smile all the time.. because her smile can bring the whole world between his arms.. he wants to take out his heart and put it between her chest asking her to hide it away from any other woman, and keep it forever, and keep its secrets hidden whatever happens..
he wants to die before her.. why before her !! cause he knows that he would never ever live after her for one minute if she died before him..he wants to stick his body with her forever ...ohh.. when this time will come !!!///

[Edited by ReVeLuTiOnAl^ on 02-08-2001 at 06:17 PM]

My mate, that was awesome.

I can foresee a new talent heading towards the world of writing....keep it flowing my home fellow.

You are encouraging me to write a thread that I wanted to post a long time ago but now I am going to post it within the next few days, just keep checking the General Discussions Sabla.

Totally Amazing !!!! Keep them coming friend :)

& Good Luck Guys!

told you many times,
that I never wanted to lose you.
Now that there is no more "us",
I don't know what to do.

When you have loved someone,
this much, it's hard ot say good-bye.
We said good-bye many weeks ago,
but, I will never let go.

Walking up and down the halls of school,
it's very hard not ot look at you.
All the happy memories we had together,
I thought would last forever.

It's so hard to talk to you,
when I know you have a new life.
I sit here in a corner,
wishing for you to come back.

Is this how you feel,
when you lose someone you love?

Every minute I sit here and cry,
awful thoughts come ot my mind.
Some thoughts contain,
the yourning of one man's name.
Other thoguhts are evil to me,
but, no one notices or sees.
I want to crawl inot a corner,
and never be heard from again.
Everyeone thinks that I have wisdom,
how could this happen when my life is not ready to end?

It first started with a cold,
then I couldn't eat at all.
I didn't know what to do,
what would you do if no one noticed you?
My heart turned weak,
then I couldn't speak.
Why was this happening to me,
and how come no one else could see?

I thought about him one day,
not knowing how to deal with all this pain.
She took her life one day in May,
did anyone notice?

I looked and looked for the answers to her death,
but, nothing seemed to appear in my head.
Did she die or I?