nosa
11-10-06, 05:28 PM
Dont play with Fire
http://i52.photobucket.com/albums/g25/nosa85/PICT1334.jpg
Bled n Burned till death do part..
http://i52.photobucket.com/albums/g25/nosa85/PICT1.jpg
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words that came long with the shots..(i dont know if i can put this here or not , but just felt that it suits here n happy that i wrote somethin! :hyper: )
i look at nowhere just staring at that empty wall.. the one in front of my desk.. oh how i memorized each and every single detail in it.. every flaw.. every dent… crying myself out.. for today and for the memory of yesterday.. with hands covering my face trying to form a damp that will stop my tears from flowing n keep them in.. words echoes in my head.. sarcasm .. events.. memories.. words.. screams.. tears.. and hurt.. all hallowing inside..
then suddenly a cruel flick of happiness n hope lingered as the alert sound of the messenger of "logged-in" member went on... i rushed to the laptop leaving a river of tears behind me..
my teary eyes trying to focus at the small window with the nick name trying to read it.. with that a feel of " falling deep deep deep down" feeling , disappointment and depression hit again.. harder this time..all at that when i remembered that i have brought that to myself.. that i would never see that nick name again in that small window.. i lost my dearest friend and I wont be able to share any more..
I gave a looked at my stained-victim the look i usually give in similar situation, my pillow.. i see the map of previous kohl-tear stains and decide to add more touches to it.. with an eye lash print near the side of the pillow i sarcasmly decide to make an exquisite art piece of my pain n sorrow..
as i hugged it and berried my face in it, thoughts of uni came to sight with an increase of tear flow.. an exam a professor a college a so called friend... it's soo frustrating to not get what u want..
Don’t play with Fire the wise me said.. but i never listened to that hidden voice..
i hide myself deep down with a beautiful fun spirited mask.. but they are times where i wish i could mask that real.. and throw the fragile me away for eternity..
thoughts sealed with secrecy..
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so now HiT me with ur comments n thoughts !!
http://i52.photobucket.com/albums/g25/nosa85/PICT1334.jpg
Bled n Burned till death do part..
http://i52.photobucket.com/albums/g25/nosa85/PICT1.jpg
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words that came long with the shots..(i dont know if i can put this here or not , but just felt that it suits here n happy that i wrote somethin! :hyper: )
i look at nowhere just staring at that empty wall.. the one in front of my desk.. oh how i memorized each and every single detail in it.. every flaw.. every dent… crying myself out.. for today and for the memory of yesterday.. with hands covering my face trying to form a damp that will stop my tears from flowing n keep them in.. words echoes in my head.. sarcasm .. events.. memories.. words.. screams.. tears.. and hurt.. all hallowing inside..
then suddenly a cruel flick of happiness n hope lingered as the alert sound of the messenger of "logged-in" member went on... i rushed to the laptop leaving a river of tears behind me..
my teary eyes trying to focus at the small window with the nick name trying to read it.. with that a feel of " falling deep deep deep down" feeling , disappointment and depression hit again.. harder this time..all at that when i remembered that i have brought that to myself.. that i would never see that nick name again in that small window.. i lost my dearest friend and I wont be able to share any more..
I gave a looked at my stained-victim the look i usually give in similar situation, my pillow.. i see the map of previous kohl-tear stains and decide to add more touches to it.. with an eye lash print near the side of the pillow i sarcasmly decide to make an exquisite art piece of my pain n sorrow..
as i hugged it and berried my face in it, thoughts of uni came to sight with an increase of tear flow.. an exam a professor a college a so called friend... it's soo frustrating to not get what u want..
Don’t play with Fire the wise me said.. but i never listened to that hidden voice..
i hide myself deep down with a beautiful fun spirited mask.. but they are times where i wish i could mask that real.. and throw the fragile me away for eternity..
thoughts sealed with secrecy..
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so now HiT me with ur comments n thoughts !!