feeling(1)

well every one have his feelings
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whene ever i look around
I feel that am Lost
deep in my heart
i feel that am Hurt
but the light of hope
shines out from no where
am I puzzuled !
am I traped in this non sense!
the hope that I sense is in ur eyes
I cant stop thinking of you!
dont ask me why but say how!?
T4L
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DUHHHHHHH...let us go to better poems!...ma mood today aint that good for this...and that reflected into the nonsense what i called poem!!..hehehehhe

Standing in the shadows
Staring into space
Feeling (2)...just try to feel this!

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Taking a look at you
And your happy face

Shedding a tear
For I fear
That I have lost you

Lost you to the demons
Lost you to the devil
Lost you to her
The inhuman rebel

All the demons in
My head wont leave
I can still hear them

Tell me that im good
for something
and that you wont leave me
by DANA

the feeling of lost..scarness....worry...and Lost is in the comming poem..she wrote this poem after she a shooting she
heard about in news...
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feeling(3)
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Blood stains on the wall
Feeling it as I take it all
Darkness in your eyes

Tainted love and
Distilled lies

One more day that my mother cries
Cries for me and what I should be
Take it all back too see

this isn’t me
A face that longs see
Why the guns in her hand
And why shes a demand
Trying hold back tears


She takes in the pain
Takes in her life and what shes done

With the blood stains on the wall
Voices cracking wanting to fall
Fear in her heart
Those ****ing preps
Made it start

Blame me again
Make me cry
Call me a freak
And make fun of cause I wanna die

Now theres blood stains on the wall
And people pay
Im sick of it all
Sick of it all today

Brought it on yourselfs
You brought it on too me

Gun in my hand
On the stand begging please

Blood stains on the wall
Scarry memories
Im sick of it all
Take the pain please……

(Scream) it’s the blood stains on the wall
don’t beg me please
im sick of it all
im sick of the way you treat me

now theres blood stains on the wall
and unselfish pleas
so sick of it all
why did you make fun……
of me………
By Dana

"Love Poem
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Where were you to hold my hand,
to do the things that we had planned?
I need you by my side when things go crazy,
I just need to know that you care,
and that you will be there,
when I wake up in the night,
will you be my guiding light?




by Agata Wojtowicz

U some times wish that there is No noisy sounds around ya
to go away to a very quiet calm place full of green trees and birds singing for u the melody of this life!
T4L

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"In Silence"
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Sometimes the silence speaks to me,
It whispers from the darkness.
The language is a foreign one,
But I know it nonetheless.

Sometimes the silence sings to me,
It lingers in my ears.
The melody is an ancient one,
But it reduces me to tears.

Sometimes the silence calls to me,
It gently repeats the name.
The invitation is a lonely one,
But I follow just the same.
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By:Kyle Ventnor

now there is some class for you :)

Ya salam..
very nice poems masha allah keep them coming!!

ok..thanx 4ever young..thanx kamakazy for tha support..
heheheehe am always the one who is specialized in LONG running one sided topics!!!...some times that makes me feel down..other times i just keep saying..hey ..whats the hack...let them flow...and do what u want and like!
just a point about this topic...I think u by now noticed its a Like I can call super double Topic...poems...PLUS some humans feelings...sooo...what ever comes into ur minds people...(FEELINGS)..internal...from ur heart and soul...U can just put it here..let us feel with ya the natural mystical flow of ur feelings!....ok ..any ways...feel feel feel the comming poem written by Tupac..singed by another artist
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When the Heart Turns Cold
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When your heart turns cold
I say, when your heart turns cold
it causes your soul to freeze
It spreads, throughout yo' spirit
like a, ruthless, feeling disease
The walls, the walls that once were down
now stand firm and tall, safe from hate love pain joy
until you feel nothing at all
When, your heart turns cold
I say, when your heart turns cold
A baby's cry, means nothing
A dead corpose is tri-vial
Mother's neglecting children is daily
Loneliness, becomes your routine friend
Death death death seems like tranquility
Sleeping is never pleasant
if you even sleep at all all all
You forget ideals and, turn off the reason
to make sure the product gets sold
You don't UNDERSTAND how I behave, just wait
I say just WAIT WAIT WAIT til your heart
I say til your hearts turns COLD!


[Edited by Thug4Life on 04-27-2001 at 12:39 AM]

this one is different...its like a story full of feeling of lost hope....
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The world is not as it appears to be for some optimistic individuals soo beautiful. Crimes and wars are every were. when we gonna see peace and harmony between all human race? We act as animals in many aspects. With this intro that a juvenile stated its shows that how’s the future for some is just dark!. This juvenile started his life with hopes and dreams.But once he faced the world and saw the facts; he was shocked and depressed. All of his hopes and dreams just collapsed. The idea of suicide shined in his mind. He said: with no future no life. Why should I live so to be killed or humiliated?. I rather die with my dignity rather than loss it all! Once some one told him that with love and care there is always hope. He answered: with love, Huh am afraid that I don’t believe in such things..and If we assume that it does exsisit..I wouldn’t love her as she loves me and that’s unfair!!! My life would be awayyy to the horizon where I will be lost in it!!!he was told as many of u would tell him: love is a sacrifice and sharing; so if one suffers the other shoud support and also suffer this is part of the meaning of love. Always to go through battle fields together as one. He replayed: I rather suffer my self than to make others suffer with me other wise what would be the difference between me and those animalistic humans that cause all those nations sufferings and wars?!. With a drop of hope he was told: that’s life you have to struggle for it. He went with his sad smile not knowing what will he do!..in the end he dies in a car accident..here no one knows if he killed himself on purpose or it was just a coincidence!

by T4L

[Edited by Thug4Life on 04-30-2001 at 12:36 AM]

The momments of truth..is this what we all looking for!...every body in this world has a certain goal in life..even for those who do not apreciate life...still they have some goals!..some to die..(like some1 i know)...some to play(like many i know)..some to feel both(like no one i know!)
perhaps our life is a mistake to others..but to me our life is a gift..and we should use it...am now 22..yet i feel like i didnt see the world with a true correct view..just stearing at the world from my rare veiw...seeing nothing but many memmories that means nothing mostly!..(not all)
when what happend to me today happend i knew that to be nice is not very good...its good to be very rude...i gained many people love...for what!..
many times hurted...many times I hurted others..yet i dont hear but the sounds of my pain not theirs!...in this maybee am selfish..
..people people people...so many faces sooo many masks...but what is behind those maskes!..why do they wear it in the first place!..for what..to hide thier true intentions!...and in the end...HURT others!..why? does it worth it!..damn..damn those who dont show what they really want from u..then u find ur slef discover that after what!..HAH..damn them
today i really really needed a voice to hear!...i was going nuts!.i needed the voice of wisdom.
...Am not angry..i dont get angry that easy...but I am vey very disapointed..
....but i was pushing that feeling away..

today i was not me!...for the first time I was not me!...totaly crazy...
T4L



[Edited by Thug4Life on 04-30-2001 at 12:35 AM]

Hii all
thug4life...nice words about feeling man keep it up....
HAVE A NICE DAY

thanx alot miss smiler...am glad u liked it..
well am waiting for ur contribution in here...cause am sure u r a lady full of pation and emotions!...so let it flow here! :D
thanx again...
hey..feeling 9 will come soon to the market...for wait for it! ;)
P.s. People..u r humans...so u do have feelings...So,,,am waiting for ur momment to momment feelings contribution in here!......

Hii thug4life
well thank you for encourging me and i will try to show some feelings as well but i will let el saa7a for you right now and i will wait for the inspiration meanwhile you can publish as many feelings as you can ok ;)
HAVE A NICE DAY....

am calling u..yes am calling u!
to witness this pain deep in me
sadness is not what I feel but
fear is what I fear from!
sometimes to be brave requires great struggle
but once u reach to that pathway u will satisfy ur soul
anger is a big feeling
yet by love it can regress anger!
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today i opend my windows in the morning ..and I saw 2 birds sharing their magical momments
building their nest helping each other
they kept singing their special song..gooosh i wish if i could know what they say!
but in my heart i feel that they deeply Thank allah for his kindness...
when we humans will start thinking wise..wars..crimes..hatness and deathes..
Lord help us all!
by T4L

back to feelings!
this is by me!
i called it
in ur eyes!
When ever I look at ur eyes I can see what no one other than me can see, cause I see by my heart!, sometimes my mind goes away when I look at ur eyes imagining that ur eyes r just like two horizons that never meet in their ends!, in ur eyes I can see ur soul , I see that and my soul with it fly away, wait! I can see that shiny light that comes out from ur eyes, its like the moon shining on the sea surface making that wonderful reflection, in ur eyes I see life and hope, I see love, I see cure from any distress or depression!
I can sea peace ,calmness and passion. Ur eyes is the thing that keeps me warm when its cold and cool me when am Hot! In ur eyes is the peace of my eyes I can see life so beautiful No please don’t close ur eyes…I saw the eyes of deer’s and I loved them..But when I saw urs I forgot about the deer!
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T4L

[Edited by Thug4Life on 06-01-2001 at 03:48 PM]

No one told me what do he think about tha last feeling (10)
do i continue with this crap?..or shall i stop?

Wisper: strange i thought that we humans are full of feelings that we can express in such a place like in this topic for example!!!!

HEy thug meeen il bint ili wa'7da 3a2lik!! ea da kolo!! we7na mosh daryaneen!! loOlz!! well done with no comments!! ;)

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As Long as i can dream,
as long as i can think,
as long as i have a memory,
i will love you

as long as i have eyes to see,
and ears to har
and lips to speake,
i will love you

As long as i have
a heart to feel
a soul stirring within me,
as long as i have a imagination to hold you
i will love you

http://maxpages.com/images/animations/holidays/other/heartsforv_day.gif

as long as there is time
as long is there is love
as long as there is you
and as long as i can breath
to speack your name
i will love you

i got this from a kewl site!! it aint me!! ;)

well its not to any one (some1)..that was just a feeling a mommentary feeling...wait for the 11Th feeling soon
and hey loved ur contribution

well its not to any one (some1)..that was just a feeling a mommentary feeling...wait for the 11Th feeling soon
and hey loved ur contribution..waiting for more of ur own feelings

Go to the beach when the feeling of loneliness and distress comes to u. the sound of one wave from the ocean replaces thousands and thousands of any medication u would wish to have. Pay attention to the far way horizon on the surface of the sea. Look carefully don’t be scared or don’t get fed up of ur self! Or even from people looking at u. the horizon of the sea is like a key for the mind that makes it travel away through different feelings and imaginations..remmber that imagination is not a sin! Cause by our thinking and imaginations we discovered and made a lot of extraordinary things. By our imaginations we made impossible things to come true.
A wave after wave and along with the rise of the sea I always imagine that this is caused by loads of different people distresses and depressions thrown into it!
Now the sunset time reached…hey wait…don’t wake up. don’t go away.this is the time for u to pay attention and Look…ooh lord we can see the beauty of ur creation. we can forget now about our stresses in this life during this golden moment.
Go to the beach and magic shall happen to u!

Hey thug ma minak bass min il bint ili tai7 feeha!! loOlz you didnt tell me who is she??

Take it easy pal its only a Goke!! and i meant to spell it with a G not a J!!

keep tha jockes and let us see ur feelings ;)

<font size=+1 face="Comic Sans MS">Since the day I met you I've fallen in love with you at least a hundred times for a hundred different reasons. I am satisfied... When I see the sparkle in your eyes. Long and long I have dreamed of you, Am I to forever dance this dream alone?
My soul cries out for mercy,
My body angushed and resisting, Speaks only the truth
Needing the complete and total surrender of the dance.
I wake to the night, full of sharp painful longing,
The taste of your name on my lips
Once again the dreamdance has come for me.
My thoughts fly away in the face of this passion
So fierce that my soul has no choice but to surrender
Leaving me breathless and shaking with hunger..
As the days and weeks go by I find myself loving you more and more.
There are times I can still feel you holding on to me even though you are gone.
Everyone tells me to move on and I try but my heart still belongs to you.
This hurts in my heart
Tells me that I can love no one else
I love you sweetheart with all my heart.
If only you could see how much?
I'll never stop loving you!

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<font size=+2 face="impact">THUG it is not directed 4 u and don't let ur feeling go far away OK</font>

good good..but for whom is this?

WOW.... here we find a good talented poet...

Keep on the good work..

LEO...

Weeeeeel weeeeeeeeel weeeeeeeeeel ma minak aboi!! what is all that .. 7ath'a ili inta te7ibha she can hear lods of that ha!! well good job!! MAN i didnt know you had all that hidden inside you.. you dont look it!! :D keepem coming.. waiting for more!! yalla monafasa between thug and DR_kingF and lets see whos going to win!! :) We shoudl have a contest here what do you think??

hehehhehe well Doc. No comment on that but i must admit..u r soo claver on the way u reply...end of story :p

well my talent is Very poor...But about Dr.KingF...well am waiting for his comment about the above thing LOL
who wrote that LOL...well?

Hey Dr_KingF are those your words or you got it from some where like copy/past??? ha???

well thanx friend for ur support..
by the way some1 we are here not for competetion but we are here to share knowledge and feeling ...and i believe we all do that...
and thug to answer ur question for whom is this ..ma 3laikk ya al'7a'en i will see u soon when we go and see the film " the mumy return" ...
some1 u are still young u don't know me well when i am serious ....ask thug..
actually those words are reall comes deep from me this is why the words were simple ..
and if u want things from copy/past or typing from a book well i can do it ..
i want to hear something from other friends .. write some poems so we can cheat and give them to someone special....

<b i>A day without you,
Is a day without me,
For you make me who I am,
And who I want to be.
A day without you,
Is a day without light,
For you light up my sky,
And you light up my life.
A day without you,
Is a day without sound,
For I open my ears,
To hear you around.
A day without you,
Is a day without cheer,
For you make me smile,
And you don't cause a tear.
A day without you,
Is a day without sight,
For you open my eyes,
And make my world bright.
But a day without you,
Will never be,
Because I trust in you,
That you will never hurt me</b i>

<i size=4 It is always much more powerful than any lust or desire.
It's when the only reason your living is cause you built such a strong fire.
It's when no matter what fight, arguement, or what even rumours can say,
You'll stay together unconditionally when you feel this way.
The person will listen when you need that listening ear.
They will ignore rumours, or hurt, if your heart tells them to stay clear.
You always go to that same shoulder, when your eyes pour on thoses "rainy" days
And this feeling can only be expressed to one person in the same depth, same way.
Nothin elese begins to matter, not even those hurtful things they may accidentally say or do.
Because love is all you think of when you think of them, and they think of you.
So..If someone you know meets this description,and your to shy, and not sure what you should say,
Remember that actions speak louder than words,and you can say it many different ways.</i>

wowww ..now thats good ;) keep em comming pal

Fahad i just like what you wrote ...
waiting for more

Thug, Fahad, Louts, SoMe1......

I've just noticed this thread for the first time....there are two poetry threads! The other one 'An art game', you are given the first letter of the poen by the last letter of teh previous one, and just make something up.

There seems to be some debate here as to whetehr it should be original work or someone else's which you want to share. Why not put your own stuff in the 'art game' thread, and copied stuff here.

I don't know where that leaves prose like Dr F's.......maybe another thread?:D

mimosa
:( didnt get what you mean?

Very soon i will restart my feelings thread an continue....I remember that ive reached feeling number 22.....But most of the thread is Now Lost....
so i will beging writting from feeling number 11 and above!
Soon Soon! ..hehhe When I can feel! or when i see something makes me want to write ;)..hope u will like this thread as i used to like it my self!

hi thugyyyyyy
am waiting to see ur feelings back ...

ummmm you mean u dont have de feelings 1,2, ect ????!!!
if you dont ,,i think i do have them ,but i have to search for it :(

My feelings are locked up inside of me,
I'm over flowing with feeling,
Everything has gone wrong,
I feel sad and lonely inside,
I feel hurt, pain and emptiness inside,
My feelings are all mixed up,
Things I feel and think,
I have strange feelings inside of me,
My feelings are hard to express.
Now I feel happy again, when I think of you.

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Reminder
thug u didnt answer my Q above in my previous post ;)

well what i meant is: if look at this thread from the first page to this page...we have only around 11 of my feelings while in the old sabla i reached around 23! so 12 of my feelings in this sabla were lost due to unsuccessful data transfer.....
If u have time and If u want u can re-post what u have from my 11 to 23 feeling...other wise just forget it!
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Just a whisper:
I dearm sometimes of me saying words i can hear!
But once i fget up i just forget them?
I even value what i hear in my dreams and say: woww is it me that is saying it!...words r just flwing easly and rythumicaly from my heart!.....but as i said once i wake up,,,my memmories about the dream just vanish!
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sometimes i wonder..how will our world be with no troubles?
well troubles in ourn personla levels as well global troubles!

personaly we tend to view our troubles and magnify it and we say: aint no body is dysfourtionate like me!
well u r wrong!
consider that as a test..for u...and believe in ur self...when u reach the level of trusting in ur self and ur abilities u will know that u can go through it and survive!
u r never the first one nor the last one!
I was Thinking...to be optimistic is such a gift...and to have that kind of patience is such a vartue!...U know going through problems gain ya knowledge and experinace!...
never the less!...who wishes to have problems and troubles!..
heheh sure never me!

They say you will forget ,future will come
Am Living in the future,trying to disregarding the past
The race of life my place is last
Faith in God, faith in me
yet alll faith destroyed in a single day
All anger released through words I say
being alone
No peace found in silence
But quitely I'll sit only to say
God forgive you, who made me this way

louts*

I am stressed abit now for no reason!..thinking about stuff that arnt realy important!...I want to be the last one to breath and hold on and survive..I want to reach up high and be thankful to god...can i do that!?
Still watching at the world..pretanding that its all Good!
well it aint Good at all!
I am optimistic allright! But abit carefull with many aspects in this life! am I over doing it!?? maybee!? who knows!?!
sometimes I do comment on things or on people bot meaning to hurt no body! but well everyone percieve meaning of words or actions in his own way....mmmMM am stressed!
I better stop and drink a glass of lemon juice! :D
Is that called lonleyness!??????
Might be....IT might be!

Sad Bad feeLings u Both!!
Hey FaHad come and fill this thread With some optimistic feelings!
:D
No one writes a nice feelings?!If i had the talent in writing i would feel this thread with but Am a bad writer:weep:
would like to hear more Happy ones.I know u cant control ur feelings people but try when u feel somehow happy to Logg in,

Show me the meaning of being lonely
So many words for the broken heart
It's hard to see in a crimson love
So hard to breathe
Walk with me, and maybe
Nights of light so soon become
Wild and free I could feel the sun
Your every wish will be done

They tell me...

CHORUS
Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with
Tell me why I can't be there where you are
There's something missing in my heart

Life goes on as it never ends
Eyes of stone observe the trends
They never say forever gaze
Guilty roads to an endless love
There's no control
Are you with me now
Your every wish will be done
They tell me

CHORUS

There's nowhere to run
I have no place to go
Surrender my heart' body and soul
How can it be you're asking me to feel the things you never show

You are missing in my heart
Tell me why I can't be there where you are

By Back street Boys

test test!

u know sometimes I dont get people! or is it that people dont get me!
when u r soo nice..they take advantage..when u r BAD they hate u!..however when u r U....Here u will find bits and bits of both!..
I never want to hate any one..But some realy Force u to do so!
any ways thats not the point here...I want just to talk about People in general...
Some people that pass by ur life u tend not to forget them 4 ever..they tend to keep a great mark in ur heart...Now some..they yea tend to make a mark..but its more like a SCAR
Same time...Some people u tend to know they try and heal that scar in a way to take off any hurt that was caused by it!...such people U can trust....they do that intentionally not for something they want from u..Naaaa...they do it cause they Love u....
I respect them and I shall do anything for them in rang of my posibilities!
People People....
strange though am one of them...why should I talk about them!
mmm
I guess am Just whispering to my self!....
any one can hear me there....U better not!
the thing here is what i will end this bluffing with is:
When u do everything possible to save some one from his troubles and sorrows....however that some one Doesnt want u to be around..and doesnt want ur help!...should u continue!!!...
it getts humilating haah!...and No...I will Stop!

It's not enough to have a dream
unless I'm willing to pursue it-

It's not enough to know what's right
unless I'm strong enough to do it-

It's not enough to join the crowd
to be acknowledged and accepted-

I must be true to my ideals,
even if I'm left out and rejected-

It's not enough to learn the truth
unless I also learn to live it-

It's not enough to reach for love
unless I care enough to give it.


By Unknown

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Its very nice haaa!

it is really true thug about people..
and u remind about those who were so close but without respect of love u r giving... and u remind of those who were so far but with respect of love u r giving..
and that is life .....
and remember tongue is never made of bone

:) i just want to save this post from fading from da front page :)

I neeed ur love baby but afraid of comitment...
Can i hold ur arms baby
But dont take it forgranted
cause whenever i see ur eyes
baby
My heart blows beating
and when u smile at me
I know that I wanna live more just for u!
BABY

By me!

,,sometimes we have feelings and we dont know how to express it by our own words ,I have just read this ,and i liked its words :)


It's only the beginning now,
A pathway yet unknown;
At times the sound
of other steps ...
Sometimes we walk alone.

The best beginnings
of our lives
May sometimes
end in sorrow;
But even on our
darkest days ...
The sun will shine tomorrow.

So we must do our very best
Whatever life may bring,
And look beyond
the winter chill ...
To smell the breath
of spring.

Into each life
will always come
A time to start anew;
A new beginning
for each heart ...
As fresh as morning dew.

Although the cares
of life are great
And heads are
bowed so low,
The storms of life
will leave behind ...
The wonder of a rainbow.

The years will
never take away
Our chance to start anew;
It's only the beginning now
So Dreams can
still come true.

lady dance with me..feel the groove of this slow music!
The music is so low low so raise it Up!
let us feel it with every step we make
let us go to another world..fantasy world
forget all the troubles and hard life
dance with me!
every moment now is oo precious..dont forget it!
Look into my eyes no dont be shy!
fell the music..feel the groove cause lady this is the moment
I wonder if this moment will last forever!
Just dance with me!
forget where r u...remember that u r with me
feel my heart beatings ..sense my feelings
let us go away away..away from this world
hold my hands dont let go
feel the groove feel the rythum...and dance!
Just dance with me! to another life...another world...fantasy world!...Dance!

By Me!

its nice :)

:wink:

Can I see u now...can I touch ur soul now!
can u feel me here...lost within the fogue of nowere here now!
rays of Love passing by..can I touch one of them? can U just say it!
Breath the truth and never hide it!..can u do that for ur self
dont tell me I cant cau I know u can do it!
Look at me now look at my eyes...can u read it?
go deep and solve the spell that uve put it in them!
Just say it..why do u hide it?
How can I know as i tried hard to know!
U r locking ur heart with keys..u said uve lost it! did u?
why running why fear? how can I know how u feel!
How can I know whats in ur heart when u dont want me to!
give me the lost keys lady ...dont then blam me when I leave u!
Stop playing around..stop running..!
Look at me deeply..Look at my eyes...tell me what can U see!
r u afraid? dont want to know the truth? do u want to hide ur truth from me forever?...dont do that! Just give me ur keys!
say it...Just say it..will u los something? maybee if u wont I will loss u!...yes...say it!
bye me! to ......!
:)

life is short, they say
never to be wasted on tears
never to be experienced through fears
always keep unpleasantries at bay

now tell me this,
if u never shed a tear , how would u appreciate
happiness held by fate?

if u never experienced fear
then just how would u know courage?

if ur always full
how would u define hunger?

if ur never weak
how would u know strength?

now u see, a good advice would never have never
an even better advice will always lack always

Seniora- i LOVE IT:D

Well done...and thats something deserves to be given a **** stars ;) keep em comming and hey
STOP LAUGHING! its true!

:) very wise words Seniora

days passed by so slow..I could count the minitues and seconds
one week u were away my friend...can I say that I missed u!?
shall I hide it from u and u already know it?
My friend
U know my feelings towards u...but its good for me to speak it up!
what I love in u more is ur soul!
its soo clear like a clear water ...
My friend...dont forget me...and when u need me..I will always be there for u and do my best ;)

I didn't know you Omani's are such LOVE "birds"..........

But then again..........I sense a lot of frustration and lonliness.......and depression.

Well....if it's any comfort...........it's not so different anywhere else....nobody has the cure for the love sickness.....LOL

Do you have some arab proverbs about it???

Like men say....about women

"Can't live with them and can't live without them"

I would be interested to know about that.....

Cheers
Fatak

Oh ya sure Fatak we have that sayin..
And i think love is love in Oman or out of it..
Love doesnt ask why doesnt no where!

And about Omani people in love i think they are the same as anyothers! depression and those things might be because of some people or u can say most of writers writes when they feel sad or something like that and it appears as a revealing thing but when u are happpy u dont even have the time to write or!-but they write too0 when they feel happy as u can see..

And if u re-read about some of them in here u will find some nice happy ones! Like some of members in herewrote about love! Cause as i know Love is one of the happiest things!

The last one by thug was about freindship..if u lo0oked deep in it its a veeeeeeery nice thing! cause freindship is something unique if u have a freind a true one then ur rich specially nowadays! I JUST LOVED What he wrote..and i have a reall go0o0o0od freind that might one day make me write the way people write in here eventhough i have no talent in writing cause this thread is aout feelings!

anyways where are u from!I didn't know you Omani's are such LOVE "birds".......... ?

wb najah:)

some people speak of love
so tenderly as if nothing lies above it
when the truth is, they know nothing
of what love may bring
they speak passionately of a feeling that is love
but they lack capability of feeling any love
is love all about sweet words?
is it about giving?
wish i could answer
but i havent been living
long enough to master
a reak true annswer
in reality i am just part of "some people"

Thug4Life, you remained of my self that I didn’t keep in touch with allot of friends (who are in Oman & UAE).

A message to one of my best buddies.

I stood up late yesterday night thinking about the gift that I have in hand. Wondering if god had gave me this valuable present so I can appreciate it and treat it good as well thanking him for his gifts.
Once I’ve told that am lucky in this life. Once I’ve told that life without people around you is better. Maybe god brought you in my way so I can make sure that people sometimes say wrong things.
I’m writing this today so I can thank you for being with me in hard times and happy ones. I’m writing this tonight so it can stay as approve in the coming years.
Truly am telling you that you’ve printed a very special moments in my life. I never thought that a human could be placing a place under my parent’s level. I thought for the past years that none would be able to reach the way you’ve reached now.
You stood by with me in the hardest year I experienced. Overtime I thought I’d see my friends around me when it happens to see you instead. I never noticed that till this moment. I never noticed that life is trying to make me close to you. I never felt the days are passing by and knowing you is getting thicker and thicker. But the good thing now is having you around. Am trying to show you the best of you. I’m trying at the moment to let you feel the best in you. You are unique. Many people are missing your kindness these days. Sometimes I don’t believe that you are a human living in this wolfy world. When everyone doesn’t care how sad I’m I just can see you around calming me and comforting me with your nicest words. God blesses you my friend in every single step that you take.
I know that god wont let you down, cause am sure that you do your best in doing what gods wants. One small thing I’m asking for is I want you to remain the same as you are now and never let this world to turn you down. I want you to believe deeply that you are and will always be one of my bestfriend, and whenever you feel like talking make sure that no one in this earth will be pleased to hear you like me. Whenever you need a shoulder to carry you please don’t you ever hesitate in looking for me cause I’ll be always around to be counted on. I live for you and will die for you.
you are on in a million my dear friend.

such deep and true feelings najah..and I am sure that it will touch u friends heart if she or he gonna read it ..
I hope all the best for both of u and I hope that u will best friends forever inshallah....(ameen)...

A Note from past

that day i was walking beside you
My hand was deep in yours, Iwas looking in your eyes,
all what i felt is that my heart beating,
I wait 'til you pull away
Before I close the door, I was standing there waiting,and waiting,
Faint sadness and a hope That my heart will beat once more.
Tears fall one by one, In a moment you are gone.
I can not breathe Longing for you,
I can not breathe Until I know you will Come back to me.
U know what i wanted
I wanted to be like the stars at night,
Shining brightly over your dreams,
I want to be like a still pool of water,
Reflected upon when it seems,

____________________________________________
couldnt get a better closing for that

sad but Good feelings Louts...U r creative!

Well, while I am sititng alone dong nothing here ,, thoughts started to come to mind..
The amazing thing that it was about my friend…
Well can I ask spmething Is a friend, is a friend., you know you have a friend
they alway there for you
a friend ask only two qestion
[b[1-Alway be yourself
2- what can i do to help YOU [/b]
Well, since you can be yourself
You have become a friend
Now we are best friends
A friend is a friend
What you are,is what you get...MY Friend..

Ok then I think again , friendship is a special gift
given to us all… fell like the smile of a friend is sunlight on a cloudy day,
and every smile given to a friend is returned…. Felling like a friend is one whom you can talk to, and listen to, without judging.
a friend doesn't ignore your faults but accepts them as part of you. And afriend is a shoulder to lean on when you need support, ;and a sympathetic ear when you fail.
a friend is a person you can laugh with about everything, you can cry with without shame, and whom you trust completely… I think he totally agree with me in this.. a friend is a partner in life and a part of you always and forever.

Wanna know how sometime friedship form,,Friends!!! - who are we to one another truly?
we never met before-- hhow could this be?
one note of love sent to your email name
----You replied
fulfilled
for the poem sent so early in the morning
that brought out a smile… actually that smile fell tremendously thru my heart
with much love and respect to share……feeling I've found a Friend, that was very special and rare
someone far away, but mentally close……when my heart is in need of repair
the one I want to talk to every day…expressing the warmth from within my heart
towards you in every kind of way…the strength in my legs will keep us running thru
in this marathon of friendship
erasing the distance to be by your side
together as friends ME AND YOU!!!!!!!….
Keep asking how I feel within,, all the time.. but I never get an answer.. but for sure I know that I got a gift and that gift I should care of whatever things happen..
Friend u r such a gift and always remember that we are going to have 2 ways in the furure where everyone follows his way forever but remember one thing we share onething that keep reminding us… thus I never miss u cos ur words and feeling are stored in the deepest ocean in my heart…

A message to the one who derams a lot about his career..

believe in yourself, and in ur dreams , seem things may be impossible.
Some day,some how you'll get through to the goals u have in view.

mountains may fall but remember taks the hard road
day by day sweeping barriers away.

So friend believe in yourself ..and in ur plan
say not "I CAN NOT"[color]
but [color=blue]"I CAN!"..
Always believe ,e that teh prize of life
we fail to win .because we doubt
the power within
Discover that power , it is hiding somewhere in u… people might give u support but always depend on ur power…

Mm i do wonder why did I stop feeling in the past few days!
maybee due to the accident...!! maybee cause i feel empty abit aah who knows..when I do feel again I shall return writting!

im going to give this to my best friend,, noo need to know who??!!
i'll be honest b4 u start reading it,, i didnt worte it but i found it and i wished to send it to my friend through sabla :)
hope u like it...

DID ANYONE TELL YOU????

Did Anyone Ever Tell You,
Just How Special You Are
The Light that You Emit
Might even Light a Star

Did Anyone Ever Tell You
How Important You Make Others Feel
Somebody out here is Smiling
About Love that is so Real

Did Anyone Ever Tell You
Many Times, When They were Sad
Your E-mail made Them Smile a bit
In Fact It made Them Glad
For the Time You Spend Sending Things
And Sharing whatever You Find
There are No Words to Thank You
But Somebody, Thinks You're Fine

Did Anyone Ever Tell You
Just How Much They Love You
Well, My Dearest Friend
Today I am Telling You

great miss naughty
allaah keeps ur friend always happy with u...

actually i just got an email from a cousin so i liek to post it here.. maybe u heard about it..

We are born with two eyes in front,
because we must not always look behind.
But see what lies ahead, beyond us.

We are born to have two ears,
- one left and one right so we can hear both sides.
Collect both the compliments and criticisms,
to see which are right.

We are born with a brain concealed in a skull.
Then no matter how poor we are, we are still rich.
For no one can steal what our brains contain.
Packing in more jewels and rings than you can think.

We are born with two eyes, two ears, but one mouth.
For the mouth is a sharp weapon, it can hurt, flirt, kill.
Remember to talk less, listen and see more.

We are born with only one heart, deep in our ribs.
It reminds us to appreciate and give love from deep within.
Learn to love and enjoy being loves but do not expect people to love you
the way or as much as you had loved them.

Nice one FaHad..i liked it to be honest..nice words.

thanx FaHaD for ur encoregment and well i liked urs too...
the words were very meaning full..
and where r u thug .. ur feelings didnt come back yet ;)??!!!

Wo0o0o0o0oow so creative and talented.
I Liked ur poem Miss-naughty very veeery much. and u konow friendship is one of the mose valuable relationships these days..And opening ur heart is one of the pretiest thing.

/but u know FaHad i hated what the last part was.
We are born with only one heart, deep in our ribs.
It reminds us to appreciate and give love from deep within.
Learn to love and enjoy being loves but do not expect people to love you
the way or as much as you had loved them.

Even though this sentence is true, but i kinda refuse to bellieve in it! I know i should bellive in it,, but sooner or later i will understand it.
Goooood Ones.

Note miss-naughty may God blesses ur friendship. inshalla.

well najah , i know exaclty and experienced how true was that....

If you have the courage to love, you have the courage to suffer..

and you need trust to love, but first you need to love in order to trust..

but at the end rememer "Love is in your heart not to stay, but to be shared."

well Miss naughty I do have ma feelings And yes its now days More than before But unfourtionatly Too sad and I dont want to bother the rest of u with it...(looking at some one who told me about it ;) ) so what I do is just write them in a paper then throw it
till now I did that with 3 feelings :D
writing helps me to feel better ....
and hey Now am Just Great and 100% fine :D

wooow great thug u came back to ur previous habit..:)
u uised to give me smth and now i am waiting...:p :p :p ;)

Such an inocent face...so beautiful soo precious...Looking at her makes me feel Happy...Look at me now..I can feel ur future...I can feel ur present...Look at me now...again soo inocent...soo beautiful and Precious...Ur hands r soo soft...Softer than a soft pillow....its smooth just like a silk...I like to play with ur fingers..and u grap them never let go...just to feel my love towards u...with no words comming from u...clear words...I can understand ur need from ur eyes....ur smile....yeaa that magical smile that makes u go away from this world in a fanatsy land...full of joy with no hate...I just love u....ur eyes r shiny...shiny just like pearls and even better...staring at me...r u wondering...r u questioning? Yea I think so...I will take ur hand now and put it over my heart...U smile....and Gooosh thats a magical smile..if any one even with no heart would feel u...and just smile with u!
ur voice ...so weak but musical..birds r jealous at ur voice...they wish to have it....But its justs for u....Smile....keep smiling cause tommrow things r going to change.. all of us was once just like u....so inocent....Soooo Freee....Free of hate...full of love and need.....listen to me....hey listen to me dear...keep smiling cause after a hard day just one look at ur face...makes me feel just fine...makes me forget the world .....till I leave u...am back to reality and away from ur dream world....Smile keeep smiling!

P.s dedicated To My LOVE.Baby.R.... from ur Uncle...Thugy...come back soon
I never touched u live But ur picture just inspired me to write this!

Sure thug u mis that innocent face... well i am waiting for her too to bite her cheeks..:D

i shall always remember the fun times we had., we always stood strong, no matter good or bad.

bcos thats the way a friendship should be....nothing but love, care, and honesty.

got to believe it's a friend like you that makes time worth giving...it's a friend like you that makes life worth living.

when I was sad you've helped me still until today..." i thank you from the bottom of my heart " is all i really can say..
bbut you know i will do the same for you, and no matter what, i will always be there to help you through your bad times and to show you how much I care...

so again thanx alot for ur friendship

by abu Qais

I just Hope that this Friendship will last between me and u fahad for ever....I hope no out siders will interfear with it....
remmember that we need each other....cause simply we r True Friends...No barriers between me and u..mambo..or Babloooh or pamprak :D...shtoreeeh or kesaheee...it doesnt matter cause whats between me and u is beyond barriers.....
when ever u need anything..I will do my best for u...
Thanx cause u r my friend!

maan i am not balooochii bari..
friend after having the trust no outsider thingi can work.

wo0o0w mashalllllaaa mashallla tuf tuf...3ood fi 3ain il7asood!
May allla keeep ur freindship guyz foe ever and ever..
It is so nice to know that u r close to each other..Very nice and deeeeeep/....

Allla yikhaleekum liba3adh...qooolu ameeen,,,,9ameen9
:)

ameeeen

thanx najah..

I am alone in a dark room wondering why?
why should I survive when everyone is dieing?
why should I have hope when the world is falling?
why should I love when hate is domaining?

Then agian I wonder
How would life be wihtout your smile...your laughter...your eyes...?

thinking of you makes life worth living...

(by badoora)

dedication to 3aboody

http://badoora.freewebspace.com/3abood.1.jpg

Wo0ow this is great badooora.
I was really looking fawrd to read it.
Nice deeep feelings..May god bless ur little bird.:)

ooh goodness sack what all these feelings .....:D ........very nice peoms ......;) ........great man keep it on .........:p .......

Break down your silence
Talk to me!
What are You staring at?
is it just me?
Breeze of emotions comming from u
give it to me!
Turn it into winds of passion
Just Hold me!
Burn my senses with ur emotions
Take me!
Tender love is not what I search
Before ur hands I had no support
Again Hold me!
Blue sky full of sensual joy
Am Looking at it now!
I do ask my self sometimes: Can fate make us strangers oneday?
will I loss u?
answer me!
But with hopes I shall wait for u
and Just surrender to me!
Back yes am back
back to the real world
after ur eyes burned though me
Just Put some a little bit of love into my life!
Just U and ME ;)

By Me thugy

P.s. whats the story of this feeling ;) wont say But am not in love :D

wooow greta thug and badooora..
badoora 3aboody is soo cute can u bite him for me pls....

thanks FaHaD....:wink:... If I see him myself, I will bite him for you....since I havent seen him in a year.. he's 10 now

how sadd, i don't know how u stand being away from teh cutest thing teh world

can I know what am I doing here now can u tell me?
my soul is flying high sky searching for another hope
I can see many happy faces many happy souls
how about my soul?
tears of sadness mixed with Grief...when The light will shine on me?
am waiting for a new Life searching for new hopes Just dreaming!
Soft winds from the nature directly blwoing my heart but it aint beating!
Tears but where is my hope?
am I waiting for some kind of magic ? or a merical!?
am still dreaming when will a wake up?
why should I wait..and for what! Freeee...such a word!
its just an excuse But am simply a prizoner in my own jail..jail of weakness...my own dreams...that r just nightmares of darkness and anger....is there any hope?
U tell me !

===
P.s. Simply my mood just went down today!...Hummm writing helps me :)

Loving you is like food to my soul mom.

I'm alone screaming "mom"..
I'm weak asking for help..
But unfortunatly i find no answer..

I'm tired here looking for some sweet words..looking for your calming tips..Wondering if there will be someone taking care of me more then you do..

I need you..Am lost in this wild world..Having you around is the only cure .. I wonder if you can hear my groans :(

I'm calling you every night..trying to feel your sympathy but unfortunatly i turn to sleep with tears and hopes that god will take a good care of you and me so that i can compenate those years i've spent without you..

Ur Name is scratched DEEEP in my heart...No one ever never will replace your place...Moma you are one in a million..Loving you is like foood to my soul..

I miss you,,i need you...I Love you..:(

I just wanted to say it...I LOVE OMAN...!!

where have u been thugyy ??? long time noo see...
is this all coz u started ur studies ...

Thug: whats wrong hope everything is fine now...
i like to write when my mood is down but i dont write like u of course.. and thats why i tare what i write soon as i finish ..
soo keep writing as it help u and try ur best to keep the smile in ur face :D

najah: what u wrote was wonderfull .. i love mama too ..
about u thug she said mama not oman ???!!!!

well am fine doing well (abit)
rushing into this life
looking at different faces
sensing my sorrows with peopls pains
hoping for the best
dreaming about the past and the future!
and thanking Lord that am still breathin!
===
am not a good writer...am a feeler !
naughty ...I emant what I said above
I love OMAN...dont u?

His words are softly unspoken
His touch is gently unfelt
His persona is vaguely unnoticed
He makes my heart unmelt

NO....

I cannot touch him
I cannot hold him
I cannot hear him
I cannot see him

Why?

Because he is my cyber lover....
BUT HE IS ALLL MINE!!!......;)

i think thug it is teh feeling of being alone and left alone..
bro. this life mixture of happiness and sadness. so u should place ur self properly for each season.:cool:

I ,loved yar words...Kewl...Geee am sure that cyber guy is lucky :D
===
Fahad...well am down for the past 5 days for un ecxplained reasons....But today I feel better since i went out and breath some air and laughed with those 2 guys that came around with us....maan I also needed that coffea badly cant sleep now...:D
any ways....I have a new feeling But its abit freaky...I will post it soon I call it
a call from a dead man :eyes:

Its dark in here I can see nothin
I feel cold and its freezin
fear i never experinaced that!
Now its all about it..!!!
dark and lonely
am I blind but why cant I hear a Thing?
I just can feel foot steps above me...but this aint true hearing!
soo different so scary can any one hear me!
I cant stand it is it just a bad dream awake me!!!?
why there is no space here its soo tight!?
so many questions But No Light!
I wish if i can cry but I cant..!
I wish if I can scream But I cant!
cold its soo cold here
Why I am here!?
get me out let me free now!
why no one can hear me Now!
its soo dark I never saw such darkness in my life!
In my life!!!!!
how can I remember everything!?
its soo strange I can remember everthing!!!
My child hood till my...!!!
Nooo.....am Not.....
Nooooo take me out give me another chance
Noooo!!!!!
and the sound fades slowley...

By THUGY

P.s. well I know some wont like this...BUT think about it! ;)

Thanx alot Misssy..And dom inshallla happpy with your mother.and inshalla u wont have the chance experiencing being with out her by your side.
and Thug..U R Doing GReat...Such a great feeler...But ithink i go with Misssy here..and i would really like to begin reading the lovley happpy ones like the one you used to write before..and the recent one U To Me and Me to U..!!I really loved that.. :p
I do wanna add my voice here... I LOVE OMAN TOOO..i misssss it alot..never like home...

hello thug as najah said be away of death sorrow , i love oman..
let u see some happy feelings,, take the other 2 boys advice , drink ARCY:p

a magic is there in ur eyes............
it melts my heart which a long time ago had turned to ice.. like a fire burns my soul...yet my palms start to feel so cold

for the first time I looked deep in ur eyes.. searching for a truth even my heart tries to deny...and then you laid your love on me
u showed what I was looking for and couldn't see
neverknew I loved you..till' the nights I missed you
never knew I could feel like this till u set my soul at fire

thanx najah I do appreciate what did U say!
hey fahad...the RC thingy is just Kewl hehhhehe made me laugh as it was the Ultimate! Goosh we made alot of noise that day in starrbuks :D every one was looking at us ;)
and hey Ur above feeling Its Great...Just add that its by u ;) never forget :D

U r most welcomed Thug4Life.... FaHad that Feeling was more then great,,,,keep them coming,,really great... see how happy thug :p ;)

thanx najah and thug..
but seem those deep eye looking i uts serve them for my self..

for ever bond u have to have 2 sides..;)

so far in life all I know is that no one will give me a chance
but then u come along to give me a hope of a real romance
at first glance I found that it was hard for me to even approach u ....but as the days went on I noticed myself gaining more courage
when we first talked a real conversation, my heart was pounding a million times a second, my brain was having a hard time not saying what I wanted to, as my throat tightened
when you asked me to wait for you I did,
i continuously wait for something they all forbid

all that I ask is that u give it a chance.........a chance to get to know one another, to share thoughts and experiences ...for me I feel that I'm ready to go to the next level in our relationship, to expand our horizons, to break through

my emotions burn out of control, my heart tells me to go
my mind says it is not to be, my thoughts come and go
butalways of u.. but i keep remembr there is a time for every love...

at end:
u are my friend as far as you know, except my heart tried to want more.

by unknown...

When there was darkness I saw ur light
That Light that was shining bright
showed me my way when I lost my hope
Just how could u do it?.. it was Ur Voice!
U said u did nothing But listen what I got
From U I knew what does life mean again its ur heart!
Such a precious Gift 2 me you are!
I will still ask my self about the fate
But I am just hanging to the Hope
with this Life its sometimes so strange
Such a Gift I say it again
dont be shy cause u know you are the best Friend I gained
when all ears r closed
when all doors are locked
still to me ur soul is there
still to me ur heart is there
I know sometimes am annoying
But G u know how I am just playin
Step By step I always say that!;)
But who knows...U might get whachya want from me in the end!
of most....that might be My friendship!

By ME...Thugy

A rose from the west side
That I wish if i can Touch
All the nature is jealous from it
But why it should be jealous from it
I say cause of its beauty
shining nature's own way
In the middle of the west she was Born
Tough rough Life she was grown
AsWild she was
As Soft she was!
Crystal roots hanging to the ground so Tight
Trying to survive cause she is so bright
Can i describe this rose more I say!?
with all the winds surrounding it I say
a survivor a struggler am i admiring this rose!
with all the love I have for it in me
I cant just ftouch this rose
But one day I said one day
I will be there Just for You!

By me Thugy

at feelings here thug,,U R Such a gooooood feeler! and by the way FaHaD U r Really Vague! couldnt understand a word u wrote up there but never mind...ur poem by Unkown is great tooo..hope your happiness remains for ever for alll members ..

Life,experiances..Truth..reality...expectations... people....reactions....Dreams...anger..sadness...h appiness...etc etc some of the stimulators of My feelings...

as thug said life experience, people , dreams all make teh feeling so sometime feelings might be vague when u don't know what people experience

the end


I walk the streets;
It's dark, and
I hear my own footsteps

The pain in my heart
The tears I cry

Not knowing where I'm going,
I walk in circles
And end up
At the start.
The feelings I have for you
The words I want to speak -
I walk alone and
Reach your house.
I look through the windows, and
I watch you sit there
Laughing and joking - knowing nothing
I'm off again, and there I see
You and me in our "better days."
The touches I want to give - are -
Endless.
The journey we share - is -
Endless. :(

I dreamt about u yesterday
Saw u dancing on a pearly floor
U where so happy whispering with some words
Ur eyes where shiny looking at the horizon
I was trying to read them or at least feel them
U where smiling looking at me
Like u were asking me to join u
After some time the the whispers turned into a Song
U were singing the through the melody of Love
With every word u knew what it meant
With every word its clear u meant love!
with ur inocent cute face with sense
U never knew whats hater cause 2 u its nonsense
A sense of caring and wonder
Should I speak up now garl u make me wonder!?
Garl show me some sign am Lost
I will follow u by any cost
Ive been dreaming about u for sometime now
Wishing that u will be mine as soon as now
I want to share my life with u my princess
Its my dream of life can it turn to real?
R these hopes am building my dreams on simply illusion?
If u can feel me what r u waiting for?
Cause for this I am now giving u The Key
I thought i lost it forever but i was wrong
Time tought me to Say for imposibles Never
I do my best but dont tell me dont try Ever
The dream still goes on and On
When should I wake up!? dont want to go down
Let me dream about u for now
Let my wishes take over the floor Now

By: Me Thugy




:kewl:

:eyes: :eyes: :eyes:

have you ever been proposed to?? and if not get ready....;)

I take that as a compliment LOL though funny...thanx ma friend :)

will add my voice here with Dollerams..
Great Thug4life...
Keep it up..
by the way.. the same question appears here do u always have an inspire who makes you write or its just a feeling! :p?

Most of the times i do have some one who inspires me to write what I write :wink:

Ashes every where around me
Once it was something meant to me
I wonder why it keeps following me
Deep in me I know that there is hope
But sometimes the ashes wanna make me drop
I will try to catch these ashes can I?
I will struggle and live my dream should I?
I can feel the heat coming from somewhere!
Some how this heat might be within me!!!
Am I the true source of these ashes?
My world is full of illusions make me wake up!
Am still holding the end of the string wont let go
But I wonder about the other end of this string who will not let it go!?
Dreams I was just dreaming
But am not broken enough lowering
Come to me do u want me to carry you?
Why am I saying that should I blame you?
Ashes just ashes all around me
Drifted, wasted just look at me
I need a soft passionate wind never stops blowing
Just for me to stop from wondering
I think am selfish cause I always think am lonely
Even though am surrounded with people that Love me all around
I want to break now free from this
I want to run wild how about this!?
Hope just hopes is what am attached to now
A voice saying stop fooling at ur self that’s from the crow
The fire maybe in me is still burning
More ashes still surrounding
But till when such a hard question?
Read what I wrote people there aint any depression
Life, love, emotions and happiness….
They are things we all ask for might be more but never less

BY ME Thugy!

no comment :)

Stop running away
Between the roads through the way
Hunger for love, passion and emotion
Don’t think that this is part of ur imagination
Touched by ur heart sounds high
Deep in U…U ask ur self why
Why u r still restless and lost
U want an answer at any cost
Let love run through ur blood
Let ur soul take over and overload
Love can make u breathless
But this should make u fear less!
Beautiful melodies feeling ur soul
Such a feeling its so cool J
U once was asked about it
U said its happiness and sorrows all about it
Ur shiness magnified ur beauty
Just don’t turn ur face away don’t run away
Let ur shine light my way

By Me Thugy

With each passing day I realize, how much you mean to me....the look in your eyes, a smile on your face, somehow sets me free.
not a stare, just a glance, lets me know you're there... thinking of me
wallah just a glance that takes my breathe away and lets me know you care.
a very nice tender touch, a warm embrace, a soft and gentle kiss. will make me feel so special, a feeling i really miss..

ohh, soomeone that I can talk to and hears everything I say. someone who will appreciate me with each and everyday.
not needed but SO WANTED I hope it's not to late.
i said it before and I'll say it again and nobody call me sick..
there is no one on this entire earth who will love you as much as I do...puuting words from a herat to a paper does not realy convey teh actual meaning.
i count the minutes until I see you again I don't like when we are apart.

i hope you understand, I thought you needed to know.
that through the years my love for you will always continue to grow.

by . someone unknown but people call him sick.

:) hello everyoneeeeeee :)

funny how things are going a round us
It happened so fast..I knew it would last
I'll never be on my own
and she will
She buries my fears
And i will cherish this love ever more

Sorry for making you cry........For turning away
As you walk on by...........But baby i need to be strong
And i need to move on
withn my life...
You know its not that i dont care
So dont make me feel bad, its not fair
Cuz baby you know all the reasons i made my decisions
in life...so i have to leave u

You know its not easy to do.......Turning my back, on me and you
But bay i need someone there
------Who will love me
---------------And care, for my life...
------------------Smiles, they turned into tears
And all of my dreams, they all disspaeared
Baby this can not be right,,,,,So i'll turn down the light, on our love

And everything that could go wrong
Has gone wrong, at some time
Now i can see the light
It was love at 1st sight
And i wont let this girl go

...so i have to leave u :wink:

Fahad....yes Sick!!!!
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Louts...that was wonderful indeed!!!..By U?

Sometimes distance may cause pain!...but many times it causes as well...loneliness...as such, only hearts can connect..and by feelings we can do It...and not just that...we can also defeat this loneleness...Just sometimes try and look into the mirror...Just take a deep breath now...Close ur eyes...and Go deep with ur thoughts,,,,Touch the mirror by ur finger..Imagine that am doing the same now...we r togather now...can u feel it!!!!
Holding ur hands and sensing ur pulse...its just one way that might help in showing u hows some one is meant 2 u...and cares about u....its a way u can by it connect to ur friend...lover...or brother/sister,,,its more sensual...more like a heart to a heart....
its might look silly...But hey TRy IT!

By thugy:eyes:

Everything is yo

wind of passions acrossing me,
making me feel whats unfelt,
tried to understand what it means
but never had a sure answer to it!

Looked around and saw many happy faces,
With really fake smiles!
as well many sad faces,
With really happy smiles.!
Looked at you and saw many faces in one that made me conmfuse!
Kept on asking myself,
Am I suppose to do what am doing!
a smooth voice answers:never felt betteir never will.

I lost many heart and will loose many,
and maybe will loose you,but for sure you wont loose me!
Will be allways here by a heart smile and soul!
Whispering will be more then enough.
to find me around.

I lied many times!
Thats not me!
Ilied many times!
so to be strong.
I lied when i said i wont cry after you,wont miss you.
God will forgive me for all those lies cause its simply not me!

In my side i wont let anything come between us.

you were nothing
then something
and now u r everything...

.......................Sometimes some people show up suddenly in your life! print very deeeep traces....just make you feel diffrent! a nice feeling! and a bad one! somehow make me feel not me!......Being gifted......make you thank alla for having them,seeing them,feeling them!............God blesess you my dear the one that made me feel something!...............

just a simple feeling!
by me to you..

:) very nice dear najah

Very Touchy Indeed mashallah.....Very Good

o0h thanx alot people for wasting your time reading it!
Lotus and Thug4life..

I think i should thank the person that made me write those!
Wish all the happyness for everybody..

:( Never ever say that aginf Miss Najah

ppl here are sharing everything ,, care,, feelings .,, and idea
nothing is wasted at all .......

It's not to often you see it bloom. you feed it with honesty
water it with understanding.
keep it warm with patience, give it just enough encouragement to set it's leaves a glow......
talk to it with a smile, tell it you love it so.

listen when you hear it speak,with a open heart and gentle wink.
never leave it in the dark always shower it with your light...If you do all these things,moving slow and dont let go
you'll have this rare rose. and keep looking for that perfect rare rose.

by. abu malaak

i lay here like a shadow in the distance, or a forgotten phrase.
you walk in and out with out a true word, lies and lies
i never knew our love, would be nothing but a lonely home to me.

i never cried and begged for what we use to have.cos of lies and lies
but it seems as if the loneliness swallows the words...so I lay in my lonely place,, the place where you use to lay, and share all words..

now i keep looking for a rare rose...

by abu malaak

Fahad is do the two above post are one part or sprate once ??:confused:

LooL, they re separate ..

Breath Let me feel Ur passion
Smile, let me see ur beauty
Laugh let me feel happy!
Storms of sorrows never made ya Low
Ya Stod up high G to me ya grew!
Cold is what ya sense and feel now!
Take my warmth I can let ya brorrow
Cause baby ya deserve it ya know!?
Will ya ask me for something such an idea that glows!
I cant give ya Love I aint made for it Ya know!
You will always ask me this: is That so?
But baby ya got my messegeto ya now ya know?
I have no heart can ya believe that so?
Days , weeks, months and seasons is it slow?
You was waiting for a mericle i realy know!
I dont want to be unjust to ya now
Enough that I am like that to my soul and heart now
But hey, Never stop trying thats my other Voice now
Cause ...baby....ya never KNow!!!

P.s. Some How ......I KNOW!

By ME THUGY!

An ordinary man one might say
A single face amongst the crowd
But take a deeper look his way
A different reading is avowed

Realisation comes briskfully
Anything but ordinary man
Breathe in, trying to grasp coolly
What part he'll play in Destiny's plan

He offers a name, to introduce
I offer him full attention,
No hesitation,he cant refuse,
Instantaneous sense of tension.

Its inexplicable by logic
No need to try to understand
Perhaps some would deem it magic
Divine spell from a mysitical land.

I would prefer:'a soul connection'
The meeting of spiritual kins
So near to friendship's perfection
Protection from the mortal sin.

I cherish every breath he shares
I honour all his whimsical ways
Never doubting that such affairs
Are what redeem those empty days.

FahaD,Thug,raffee..
Reallly nice feelings up there very nice!
Many talented here mashalla...
The same question for you raffe and FaHad do u have inspires that inspires u! or its just a sudden feeling!
I allways thought that Fahad has always diffrent inspires!-just wondering-:rolleyes:

LooL najah, u better don't ask cause it is just a vague world....full of surprises..

Heal me take my heart
Feel me dont say ya cant
Am still searching for the safe land
Am still looking for heaven I aint Blind!
Did U get fed up from me Now?!
Cause I know that U never let me Down
Ive seen many faces and still I do!
But yet its only ur face that makes me smile so...!
Am still running searching for that safe land
I have a heart but who can feel hearts!?
I have my soul but who can touch it?
I am just lost in my own way
Can u please show me the pathway?
Dont ya ask for reasons I have no reasons!
Vague right? this is just how I feel
Lend me ur hands dont hesitate now
Yes your hands are soo soft...soft like a silky feather flown
That makes me feel secured from this non sense world
Cause Just with u...I can Know my self!
Just with u ..yes...u can show ur self....
SHow ur self to me..or..I shall wait! 4ever!

by Thugy
:color:

excellent thug , This poem is amazing

Originally posted by louts*
excellent thug , This poem is amazing

Well Thank U

Life is Unfair.

to dear najah

Life isn't fair...

YES! LIFE IS UNFAIR!
I think most of us assess fairness
by what we are missing,
not by what we are possessing?
Yes, remind yourself often
of how unfair life is.
Think of how much you have
that others do not.
Only when we learn to be thankful
for what we have
will we learn to be content.

Life isn't fair... :( louts also thinks life is unfair

U agree dear lotus u agree..
indeed life is unfair but us you said maybe after looking at others we might value what we have..
I reallly liked your poem..I sense that it came deeply from your heart...

p.s.I wish if i can be content..

ideed Louts, i totally agre with u..
fahad also says life is unfair.. but remeber tomorrow is given and yesterday is lost

" but remeber tomorrow is given and yesterday is lost"
yea fahad u r might right :)
but i wish if it could be in this way " remeber tomorrow is given and what yesterday was taken?

ever since we first met, u r all I had in mind.
there is something in you,..u r so beautiful, u r so kind.

when I looked deep into ur eyes, i knew that u were an angel .. sure i knew that you were an angel, an angel that had fallen from the skies.

i wished so dearly that you came for me, to share my pain, to share my love. to make this lonely world, much like urs up above.

i often spoke about you indirectly, telling my friends what I feel.
and how you had broken into my heart, a heart that I had been trying so hard to seal.

whenever we came upon a time to talk, words never came out right. its never what I meant to say, no matter how hard I tried to reach your light.

once was ready to share what I felt, and forgot to bring a flower to help me through, in finally telling you after all these times...but everything shattered when I saw you.

u were like and angel in a peaceful garden, joyfully dancing through vast fields of flowers. that's when it came clear to me,
that I was only a simple human with nothing to offer.

there are so many else out there, that are more than happy to be with you. with a lot more to offer, a lot more to give, while I'm one of those who has nothing we can do.

but dreams a special dream all their lives, with a knowledge that it may never come true. i want you to know that if my dream ever came true, it would only be to be with you...

by abu qais

A very intresting one :D I Loved it

THE GIRL I USED TO BE

She came tonight as I sat alone
The girl I used to be....
And she gazed at me with her earnest eye
And questioned reproachfully;


Have you forgotten the many plans
And hopes I had for you?
The great career, the splendid fame,
all the wonderful things to do?


Where is the mansion of stately height
With all its gardens rare?
The silken robes that I dreamed for you
And the jewels in your hair?


And as she spoke, I was very sad
For I wanted her pleased with me...
This slender girl from the shadowy past
The girl that I used to be.


So gently rising I took her hand
And guided her up the stairs
Where peacefully sleeping, my babies lay
Innocent, sweet and fair.


And I told her that these are my only gems,
and precious they are to me;
That the silken robes is my motherhood
Of costly simplicity.


And my mansion of stately height is love,
And the only career I know
Is serving each day in these sheltered walls
For the dear ones who come and go


And as I spoke to my shadowy guest,
She smiled through her tears at me.
And I saw the woman I am now
Pleased the girl I used to be
Author: Unknown

:) mandazi_ya gr8 poem ,,,has nice meaning
to me it toook me somewhere to my past
to a moment i wish to be that girl (GIRL I USED TO BE )

well done mandazeya U choosed a Nice poem to post....
I liked it...mmm what does it represent to u? I mean why did u like it????

well y did i choose this one ...well bcoz the only one i found:D i just read it liked it post it v.simply:p ..well yeah it has good meanings the girl i used 2 be i had plans bla bla good story it doesnt reflect my life i'm still have plans which i'm gonna inshallah make them true;)

LOOOOOOOOL Mandaziya...
Tell you what you ruind the whole poem by ur comment :D
just like that haaa..i reallly thought it came deep from you! :D
try again maybe about ur future!

i wish I was a psychic so I could read ur mind, imagine all the things I could find so I could make you mine.
if your feelings weren't such a sacret there would be no mystery of all the things you want and what you want from me...
spp please tel me what do i mean for u.. speak it up

bo0o0o eehhehe no feelings in here?
I guess ramadhan closed some feelings :gap:

Empty simply Empty!!

I dream about you day and night

I wish that you where in my site



I can’t wait and I miss you

I’m going crazy and that’s true



I dreamed of you whispering to me

I was alert but I couldn’t see



Your lips was just touching my ear

Something fell on my neck it was a tear



It fell because a word you’ve said

It was I love you my body went dead



At that moment I opened my eyes wide

I quickly got dressed and went for a ride



I stopped near the beach staring at the sea

Then I wrote this poem so you can see



That I love you by all my heart

Now I know that love is like art

I felt every word u wrote above fighter
Impressed and U r such a feeler


hey keep them comming
Just loved it!
well done!

as i lay here and dream...i want to tell you something
i want to tell, you seem not to care
so I thank you for letting me free and letting me be who i want to be...u were my first love,but we both set free the dove!
....the dove represented love and happiness but now life is full of sorrow and saddness.
ihave to look at the future not the past because our lvoe went so...fast! or broken soo fast becuase of teh game u like to play
now i am heart broken,...i don't know what to do but now i have to say
i know we weren't meant to be but only together in our dreams!!! and thanx for allah i was not in the hand of a player

at one point in time, my heart was broken, i started choking...

i couldn't beleive she would hurt me like this, i coulntt beleiive she would be rude like this

I gave her my trust, my heart, my soul,for us to be together was me ultimate goal....nNow I don't
know whether to stay or to go, the pain i have carried no
body knows.
uou made me cry and you said you never would to cheat on me you said you never could. why would you do it , what were you
thinking, you said you don't know : i know i am a poor guy but never expected such a treatment froma human
i gave you my trust, my heart, my soul, and just for doing this, i am a fool who, has not completed his ultimate goal.

written by an unknown feeler..

another eid showed up
another drops i tear
waves of happyness crossed by me
laughed at me freezed my feelings and went by me.
couldnt laugh back..couldnt be strong..

tried to rememmber what i left back..
i left my heart, soul and life...
they were greedy enough to let me be a body without those.

i rememmbered the preciouse moments we spent
I remembered the scent of love i used to breath.

My Family everysingle heartbeat i beat i send an unseen love messages to you..
My room walls keeps on rejecting my growns.
what can i else do?!
Nothing but missing you
praying to god will protect you..
you jast cant count the love i carry for you..
the love i carry for u....................................
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I wish if everyone who is under his familys love can feel how valuble it is to be around people who loves you! I wish if everyone just stood up for a second and rememmber what his parents sacrificed for them! i wish if i was in their positiong at this particular time...i pray to god to protect and grant every single mother and father out there....for what they went through and what they are going through...!

Wonderful and I mean it....i cant write in the way u wrote u know...soo into the experience and passionate...!
When U do realy mean what u write...and when It comes from the deepest part of ur heart ....It comes Out such a piece of a sensual Feeling!!!

Thanx for sharing it with us!

you said u loved me and left it at that
now I've found you feel differently,for why u lied, I can not see all I'm left with is hurt today
is is a pain that won't go away there are no words to describe
how I feel inside….the sadness that comes with a broken heart
and how if feels for us to be apart to know we will never be together again
because I cannot stay in love with you like I've been and continue to fall in your trap
so, i will move on and I'll appear on the outside
that my love for you is gone but on the inside where this love started, I willl continue to be broken hearted
and now it started to rain anf I am still standing with a pain in the heart feeling the cold and no one can here to warm, I hear some loud screaming within , I feel all alone ……….. but still here I am sitting on the side, waiting for a sign,
hoping that my luck will change. reaching for a hand, that can understand, someone who feels the same. Some with a broken heart…
then I start to think about all the words you said to me, that seemed to be so true. were nothing but thoughtless lies, that I thought would never come from you…. For me they seemed so real and seemed so true. I was begining to think that I was in love with you.
but I should known it was all an act, that I was just another part. just another man to add to ur list of broken hearts. …………..that is not a problem because it has been forgotten and washed away from my mind .. the proplme is that i wonder why I still think about you, after all your lies and sweet talking words.
i think its because you made me feel like I was your special man….. i thought i was, i thought you cared, and that i was the only one. …but all you wanted to have was just a little fun.
i could never be with you after what I found out. u lied to me... thats what this is mostly all about. i will never forget ur words and promises not matter how hard I try.
no matter what happens for whatever reasons..no matter what lies ahead beyond our control..no matter if we cry tears of pain or joy..remember the good times or nothing at all
how this would end I will never know, how it all began, I really don't know...
all that i'm certain and know its true is that u played ur game and Allah is always there for forgiveness...

Thanx Thug4Life u r just making it sound perfect!!!
Such a great encourager!

Fahad.....nice sad feelings up there!very long but nice.
Keep them coming people!

Lost

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Where am I?
It feels like
I'm not here.
The essence of me
Is gone.

I used to be
Energetic
Happy.
Enthuiastic.
Now I am
Tired
Sad
Uninspired.

What happened?
Is my soul
Gone?

I have been
Worn down.
My spirit has
leaked away.
I am left with
Only the shell
Of myself.

No intensity.
No drive.
I don't even
Want to try.

Where is she,
The me I liked?
Filled with
Laughter,
Living for
Dreams.
Not laden with
Stress,
Not wanting to
Cry.

what a feelings friends it really hurts ..........
i want to share main as well here with u friends........... and this is about a friend machine which i wished to have one but now ..........
If I could have one wish i would ask for a friend machine. because I know how important friends are...............but then I realized that friends cant be mass produced..........friends are each unique.............. each has its own special characteristics.........no friend I could make i could compare to you...........you see, the machine couldn't match your smile or sense of humor............your friendship is priceless, and I want you to know..............i won't be needing a friend machine because I have all the "friend" I need in you.............

Cry my dear dont hold ur tears
Let ur heart heal by the power of ur tears
Let it wash the sorrows in u
Let a new glow come from ur heart
Dont Hold it cry as much as u can
Let those pearls run over ur cheeks
Shiny beautiful like I never saw before
Precious wonderful like I cant explain no more
Cry but keep on smiling my dear
Cry and let ur tears show u ur way
No dark clouds around from now On
Just soft winds carrying ur tears
to disctances of Joy and happiness 4 ever it shall be
Let ur feelings now Burst let ur tears speak
Dont hold it dear now aint worth it
Let is flow like the pearls that I always Love
Shiny shiny like the person U r


By ME THUGY!

a Friend is More than just words...a True friend is more of practical..
I LOVED what u wrote...very deep and True!
Thanx for sharing it!

Maha :) nice what you wrote its toughyyy,,, waiting to see ore of ur writngs here :)

thugy no comment on what you wrote but its really wanderful :)

thugy ur words and fahads words hurts me ........:weep: ........... so0o0o sad to hear that but really nice words ........ come on empty ur heart from all that pains friends ...........
and ya thenx thugy and lout ..........:D

great friends, nice what u have written above..
maha i am soo happy see :D :gap: ;)

i would have been good for u
i would have been right
i would have done anything i could to keep u ny my side
my love for u was strong
did not think anything could go wrong , i did believe on u..
my heart is broken right in two
so here i come with a needle and thread hoping to make a mend
i wonder ow long it will take to heeal
the pain is so unbearably real..
but u hav eplayed ur game..
hence, i a much happier of not being in the web of a lier and a cheater..

There aint no pain just imaginary
Stuffed Roughed Life Just Wondering
Wounds that never heal thats a quacky! :D
The cycle of Life wont stop4 u..So Stop crying!
Aint no body hearing So stop complaining
Millions of Souls r there...keep on trying
Hopes and happiness is ahead....So keep on smiling
Rays of Love all around...So just keep on struggling
Difficult to love again..But never impossible..try again loving
Look at the mirror now what r u looking?
Dont tell me cruched dead face cause u r now lieing
I can See LIFE and Love in ur eyes..So now keep on smiling!
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By me Thugy
Not to any one just words to my self ...words to bring up life...and kick out fear...Words to Teach me and direct me towards The Light Source....NON sense I know...BUt makes me feel Much better! Right Guys?

Wow thug Good work, I love that rhyming pattern you used,
Nice note tooo but i think it should be to others tooo
its not only u who need that The Light Source ;)

again nice work ,,keep it up sir

great friends .......... here u go another one ........

everyone should havea friend like you...............you are so much fun to be with..........and you are such a good person...............you crack me up with laughter and touch my heart with your kindness...............you have a wonderful ability to know when to offer advice.............and when to sit in quiet support time after time ...........you've come to my rescue and brightend so many
Of my routine days.............and time after time i've realized how fortunate i am that my life includes you.......i really do believe that
everybody should have a friend like you..............but so far it looks like you are one of a kind!.............

fahad ur feeling atacking barbarin heart:D

MAshalla this thread was quite for a while!
I guess maybe there is a kind of virus who keeps filling your hearts with emotions!-you filled it all once-.

As usual Fahd with his great sad feelings!
Lotus* Great i reallly loved what u wrote!
Maha: Do u have that friend that you are directing to in your poems! Cause i reallly reallly loved what you sayed..And everytime i read it...i feel it...cause simply i have that freind that your feelings talking bout! wish never to an end inshalla..
KEeep them coming maha really impressing..

:)

thenx najah .......... and ya yes i got this friend she is very close to me and when ever i'm sad or happy she never looks back she is allways standing next to me ........ our friendship is very close .........lots of ppl tried to break our relationship but they couldnt coz we know whats wrong and whats true ........
ok here is another one and this is to her ........ to my very best friend she deserves every thing she wants really ...........


if i could build a mountain u could call your very own a place to find serenity , a place to be alone..............
if i could catch a rainbow i would do it just for u and share with u its beauty , on the days u r feeling blue ............
if i could take ur troubles i would toss them in the sea, but all these things i'm finding r impossible for me ............i cant build a mountain or catch a rainbow fild..........
but let me be what i know best , a friend thats always there.............

Very sweet words Maha about friends & friendship:color: :color:
I can feel that u r talking about me girl;) :D :D . Hahahah sticking my nose again:p .

thugy i think u love someone ............ coz all thses feelings never come without a reason ............
fahad i think u loved but no more ur realtionship is broken ........ u r really hurting my feelings ........... tooooooooooo sad words ............:weep:

As every one describing his feelings here let me show u this big feelings inside my hearts twards some body I don't know If I can call this feelings Love or what???????????
I feel happy when ever I see him , I feel safe when he is around me ...while I feel scare when he is a way from me.......I miss him in every minute I don't see him... I havn't seen a man like him before & I don't think that I'm gonna see:rolleyes: .
He is a real gentel man in all the situations & he has very big heart he loves & never hate & I've learned this from him....Just if some thing happened to him I think I'm gonna die........I really love him from the deepest of my heart.....
DAD I LOVE SOOOOOO MUCH & I WILL BE ALWAYS LOVING U:color:

nice words el7ilwa ............
friends r ppl who we need in all situations what ever that was in happiness or sadness ........ they feel up the space which is empty .......... when i was away from them i felt so lonely by them i smiled and forgot my lonlyness........they called me and shared with me all joys i had ........ i never forget them ...........and sabla is one of my best friend s who tought me alot ............ and i met los of ppl becouse of it ......... i really then u all from deep of my heart for th kindness and helpfull u were ........... thenk u all .........i will miss u alot ............:weep:

heheheh Unfourtionatly am Not in love LOL
wrong assumption Maha....