Does anyone here have a lust for fear?

i don't know why, but i love the feeling of fear, i would do stuff just to scary myself... one of the most thing i do and i wish i would stop it is going to the exam not fully prepared for it! i would skip a chapter and enter the exam. just before the exam i would be worried saying to myself that i am not ready for the exam! the fear that i get satisfies me. you would image how much i enjoyed third secondary!

is it normal to have such a feeling and enjoy it?

Talk about skip a chapter.. thats exactly what I did once. Only i was just craacking up that eneded up writing One word in thww whole quiz LOL!
but yeah coming to think of it i guess it will be cool.
Maybe if u havent tried it b4 cliff jumping... that oughtta scare the hell outta uu IF ur the type that never does those stuff.

i went cliff jumping in Qantab right after the cave, if you look at your right you would be a beach, if you walk along the beach leaving the cave behind you, you would notice a high cliff, i jumped that! many times! :)

i even tried something similar to bungee jumping in the states, except that you start from the ground wearing a jacked which is tied to a 40 meter pole... you are pulled all the way up then once you are up you pull a cord that will release you from the role that pulled you up, and down you go! its KEWL, but bungee jumping should be better!!!

One feelign that I always love is audience fear ..
I do not know why .. but I truly enjoy doing presentaions and in secondary schools I enjoyed reading assembly and even presenting the school party ..
I do not say that I am not scared of people when I am preseting .. but I love that feeling .. sometimes I feel my leg shaking but thanks god it doesnt show when I speak ..
any one share with me this fear ??
about skipping a chapter .. I do not think I will ever enjoy it .. I remmber last semester I has a subject taht studied much but simply I cannot understand it .. then the day before exam I gave up and decided to leave it and go to sleep .. and beleive me I did not feel right .. any way .. I do not think I will do it again :)

its just like something you don't want to do and try to avoid till the last minute, then when it comes for your turn you don't want to leave doing it!

whenever i have to do assembly, i used to shake so much, the paper that i hold would be shaking so hard the students around me would say "look at his hand!"

but then after i finish saying what i have to say and hear the students clap, i think to myself, they are clapping for me! kewl!!! its a nice feeling!

For me i dont have this thing called fear.. easpically with Exams.. i rememerb going to Math exam for thanawia. without even finishing half of the book.. when it came to the exam i go like Hmmm i cant answer this, turn the page, Ops i cant answer this either.. like 5 maqali questions which ment like 15*5=70 marks.. and i was like 3addi Tanish ta3esh i finished the whole paper and then went back to those questions and started over again.. i only recalled the things which were said in the class.. loOlz i passed with 85% aint that kewl.. i mean if i wound have studied math a bit mroe i would have got 90% its not only math and the same with physics and Chamistry.. Man i use to play out around alot..
The things which i do like dary.. it to drive crazy on the roads.. man i go wacco! but i stopped that now!