this poem i wrote the morning after my boyfreind got drunk at a party and tried to kill me then himself. luckily the gun was jammed so when he pulled the trigger with the gun in his mouth it didnt go off. we are still together and he is in counseling.
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ALCOHOL FIGHT

LAST NIGHT I PUT A GUN TO HER HEAD
I WASNT THINKING
I WAS DRUNK
NOW SHES DEAD

I FACE THE JUDGE TO APOLOGIZE
AS BEHIND ME I HEAR HER SONS EMPTY CRIES
I DONT REMEMBER WHAT IT WAS I WAS THINKING
IT MUST HAVE BEEN ALL THE 151 I WAS DRINKING

SHE WAS MY GURL
THE ONE THAT I LOVED
AND NOW SHE IS GONE
BECAUSE OF MY GUN

IT WAS A PARTY
WE WENT TO HAVE FUN
NOW I CANT UNDERSTAND
JUST WHAT I HAVE DONE

I REMEMBER THE SCREAMS
AS SHE BEGGED ME TO STOP
"BABY I LOVE YOU"
THEN THE GUN JUST WENT OFF

NOW HERE I STAND
WONDERING WHY
I DIDNT GET HELP
WHEN SHE TOLD ME TO TRY

I RECEIVE LIFE
MY FUTURE IS GONE
AND HER SON HAS TO LIVE LIFE
WITHOUT HIS MOM

HE'LL BE TWO IN OCTOBER
HES GROWING SO FAST
CAM, IM SO SORRY...
IM SO SORRY, I AM!

LESSONS ARE LEARNED
FROM MISTAKES THAT WE MAKE
AND I TOOK A LIFE
CAUSE THE DRINK THAT I DRANK

ALCOHOL KILLS
AND THIS I BELIEVE
DONT MAKE THIS MISTAKE....
HOMIEZ LISTEN TO ME.


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by-juneboy:bang: :lost:

quite a nice poem you got there.. and it does give you the feeling of involvement in the situation.

well done... thx for sharing it with us.

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hope your bf is getting better now.