juneboy55
09-07-03, 06:58 PM
Letter to Mom
Early one morning while she was asleep,
She received a bloody letter, address incomplete,
It read dear Mother or Guardian of Mine,
I truly hope these words find you in time,
I had wished you could raise me and give me a home,
Never thought Id be hated or left alone,
We could have been friends and shared unconditional love,
But sadly I wasnt the one you thougt of,
He was always number one more important than me,
He never had children so he wasnt my daddy,
No matter how hard I try he always comes first,
You never seem to care or see how much it hurts,
Do you even bother? to check up on me at school?
Do you even care if Im following the rules?
Do you know how many guys have played me for a fool?
And left me crying with tears enough for a pool?
But that doesnt really matter now, not anymore,
Arent you glad I wont grow up to be a w*ore?
Its okay mom you have the greatest releif,
Now I couldnt possibly cause any grief,
Dont worry mom, you never cared anyways,
And if you did you never showed it in anyway,
No matter what I did he always was before me,
And now that Im gone you can completely now forget about me,
I see you have your old life back,
Now live it while you can,
Youre one step from having a family,
You already have your man,
Tell my babygirl im sorry for leaving so soon,
That whenever she misses me to look at the moon,
And that no matter what happened Ill always love her,
And that I didnt do anything of this because of her,
Tell my grandma I thank her for always welcoming my arms,
And for always trying to keep me from harm,
Tell my friends that I wont forget them ever,
That when the time is right well be together,
Remember me when it storms and rains,
Remember this moment when I sliced my veins,
Remember my spirit and remember me,
And remember the love that you never gave me,
All the feelings you showed me,
Are all the feelings maintained,
All you ever gave me,
Was anger and pain,
By-juneboy
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Early one morning while she was asleep,
She received a bloody letter, address incomplete,
It read dear Mother or Guardian of Mine,
I truly hope these words find you in time,
I had wished you could raise me and give me a home,
Never thought Id be hated or left alone,
We could have been friends and shared unconditional love,
But sadly I wasnt the one you thougt of,
He was always number one more important than me,
He never had children so he wasnt my daddy,
No matter how hard I try he always comes first,
You never seem to care or see how much it hurts,
Do you even bother? to check up on me at school?
Do you even care if Im following the rules?
Do you know how many guys have played me for a fool?
And left me crying with tears enough for a pool?
But that doesnt really matter now, not anymore,
Arent you glad I wont grow up to be a w*ore?
Its okay mom you have the greatest releif,
Now I couldnt possibly cause any grief,
Dont worry mom, you never cared anyways,
And if you did you never showed it in anyway,
No matter what I did he always was before me,
And now that Im gone you can completely now forget about me,
I see you have your old life back,
Now live it while you can,
Youre one step from having a family,
You already have your man,
Tell my babygirl im sorry for leaving so soon,
That whenever she misses me to look at the moon,
And that no matter what happened Ill always love her,
And that I didnt do anything of this because of her,
Tell my grandma I thank her for always welcoming my arms,
And for always trying to keep me from harm,
Tell my friends that I wont forget them ever,
That when the time is right well be together,
Remember me when it storms and rains,
Remember this moment when I sliced my veins,
Remember my spirit and remember me,
And remember the love that you never gave me,
All the feelings you showed me,
Are all the feelings maintained,
All you ever gave me,
Was anger and pain,
By-juneboy
(please comment)